I’m sitting in the Glasgow airport, awaiting my flight back to the USA. Last night I was relaxing in my hotel room, feeling intimidated and overwhelmed after having arrived in the big city. I was feeling scared and anxious again, like I had when I first arrived in Scotland. Afraid of the unknown I suppose, not knowing what future will be waiting for me back home. This morning my mind was lost in the process of getting ready to leaving, packing up the rest of my belongings, and looking forward to clean clothes and the ability to do laundry again! I ate my breakfast, I checked out of the hotel, and made my way to the bus station. When riding on the bus to the airport, watching the city go by, I was struck with a feeling of “I don’t want to leave!” It surprised me because I had been experiencing feelings of loneliness and fear off and on since I have been here, and I was looking forward to going home again. To have a sense of comfort and support again I suppose. I have been adrift and out of my comfort zone for over a month now, but I think what is happening is I am starting to adapt. To being alone, to being in a foreign country, to traveling. I know, right when I’m about to leave! I just think that is a great thing about being a living thing, person, animal, whatever...the ability to adapt to your surroundings in time. I am so grateful to have been able to explore a bit of this fine country and I can’t wait to some back someday, and maybe even share it with someone.
5.30.2013
5.28.2013
Scotland Day Five: Arriving in Oban
I arrived here yesterday afternoon after a long but very beautiful train journey. This place is quite stunning, I was able to walk along the coastline for a bit last evening and the views are very nice. Today is turning out to be a nice day so I am hoping to take a long hike somewhere. There are more castles to be seen! I hope you enjoy these photos from last night.
5.27.2013
Scotland Days 3 & 4: Stirling
Almost to the monument! |
The first day I was here I trekked up to the William Wallace Monument. I think I took the longest route possible to get there, ignoring my map and following some vague road signs that led me through some random villages. It turned out to be quite the workout, it was a warm day, I was carrying my heavy backpack, and not wearing very good walking shoes. I eventually made it up the hill and the view was well worth it, plus the cool breeze was a welcome feeling. The monument itself is a very tall tower-like structure with a statue of William Wallace sticking out of one of the edges. You can take a tour up to the very top of the tower, but I decided to just marvel at it from the ground.
The William Wallace Monument |
Cemetery and walls of Stirling Castle |
Inside the Castle Walls |
King Robert the Bruce |
The streets of Stirling |
5.24.2013
Scotland Day Two: Dunkeld, Birnam, and The Hermitage!
I write these words on a lined page, with a pen, in the evening sunlight beside the River Tay. I arrived in Dunkeld / Birnam earlier this afternoon and so far, I love it. The two small towns are connected by a bridge across this river. It is such a lovely area, historic buildings, nature, and Scottish culture is plentiful. When planning this part of my trip, I had a feeling that I would want to stay here longer and I was right! Unfortunately I only have one night here, then I’m headed off to Stirling tomorrow.
Entrance to the Hermitage |
The first thing I did once I got to my room at the guest house was change into my walking shoes and make my way to the Hermitage! Home to the tallest tree in Britain (a doug fir) and an awesome old stone bridge, the Hermitage was a pleasure to walk through. The trail was probably a couple miles long, leading through some really tall trees beside a rushing river. It reminded me a lot of the Pacific NW! It was a really pretty place though, I found it very relaxing and serene. Apparently many creatives have walked through those woods, including Mendelssohn and Wordsworth.
The River Tay |
Instead of wandering back to town, I headed up the hill a ways until I came to a high meadow. It was starting to look like the typical Scottish highland scene, with a lot of wind, rocky cliffs and a herd of sheep in the distance. I sat on a big boulder for a while to take it all in. So it was another lovely day here in Scotland, I thoroughly enjoyed today’s wanderings and I can’t wait to return to this place again someday.
Now that's a PINT! |
5.23.2013
Scotland Day One: Aberdeen & Stonehaven
Street in Aberdeen |
After that I got on my flight to London which was only an hour and a half or so. I think that Heathrow is the biggest airport I have ever been to that I can remember, I have never seen so many people EVER! After having to deal with a grumpy customs officer (grumpy is an understatement, I would rather not talk about it!) and standing in line to go through security again, I made it onto my flight to Aberdeen! By the way, British Airways flight crew are so friendly and cheery! Maybe it’s the accents, but the pilots were so nice and delightful! Haha, ok moving on...
Stonehaven |
War Memorial |
Dunnotar Castle |
Path to the castle |
I had delicious soup and a sandwich at a cute waterfront cafe after wandering back into Stonehaven, then I wandered some more before getting back on the train. I had a map with me that I got at the castle so I had an idea of where I was going, but I did end up getting turned around a couple times. I arrived back in Aberdeen close to 4pm and I didn’t want to head back yet, so I did even more wandering around the downtown area. I went into some shopping malls, I got some snacks at a little grocery store, and I saw more cool sights. Aberdeen is a really nice city and I really enjoyed my short time here, so far Scotland is wonderful! Tomorrow I will depart by train for Dunkeld, where I hope to walk through the Hermitage! Thanks to everyone who is reading, I know this is a long one. :)
William Wallace statue in Aberdeen |
5.21.2013
Farewell Norway!
After a short month in this beautiful country, the time has come for me to leave it. Today, I will set out on another long train journey to Oslo and then Tomorrow I will be flying to Aberdeen, Scotland! I will be traveling on the train across the country for seven days, stopping here and there to do some exploring.
Being here has been a wonderful learning experience and I can't wait to come back!
5.19.2013
Something to Ponder about Grief
“Grief can destroy you –or focus you. You can decide a relationship was all for nothing if it had to end in death, and you alone. OR you can realize that every moment of it had more meaning than you dared to recognize at the time, so much meaning it scared you, so you just lived, just took for granted the love and laughter of each day, and didn’t allow yourself to consider the sacredness of it. But when it’s over and you’re alone, you begin to see that it wasn’t just a movie and a dinner together, not just watching sunsets together, not just scrubbing a floor or washing dishes together or worrying over a high electric bill. It was everything, it was the why of life, every event and precious moment of it. The answer to the mystery of existence is the love you shared sometimes so imperfectly, and when the loss wakes you to the deeper beauty of it, to the sanctity of it, you can’t get off your knees for a long time, you’re driven to your knees not by the weight of the loss but by gratitude for what preceded the loss. And the ache is always there, but one day not the emptiness, because to nurture the emptiness, to take solace in it, is to disrespect the gift of life.”
-Dean Koontz, Odd Hours
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